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26
Apr

mini-update

Easter is over, so spring is officially here…which means the weather is fluctuating between torrential downpours and muggy warmth.  The unpleasant external climate does result in increasing springtime loveliness, however, as the ground is covered more each day in velvety green, embroidered with violets and dandelions and tangles of brambles and vines in the more wooded areas.  The trees themselves are not fully leafy yet in general, but the forests now look as though they are hung with a fine green mist.  Soon, flowers will be blooming and…whatever else happens in spring.

The warm and moist weather has had a positive effect on my garden boxes, which are just full of tiny sprouting plants.  Time will tell if they are grown from the seeds I planted or pre-existing weeds, but something is growing, and I choose to see that as an accomplishment.

Life is largely the same as it ever is; I live in the boonies, I like to draw and occasionally make something that doesn’t suck so much I can’t stand the sight of it.  However, occasionally, things break the monotony (as a side note, I can NOT spell today.  Thank god for spell check or this blog would be unreadable).

A week ago, my friend Dan and I took a mini-road trip to Wheeling, WV, to see our friend Jim talk about new media and how it allows us to tell stories differently.  Because the streets around the library are an impassable warren of one-way streets, we only really caught the second half, but what we saw was good and interesting and full of old people trying to understand why kids today want to post their passing thoughts, locations and drunken photos for the world to see.  All in all, it was an hour-and-a-half drive each way to watch about half an hour of lecture, but it was still fun.  It was an adventure and I got to go somewhere new.

I had a couple of possible freelance opportunities, but since sending price quotes, I haven’t heard back.  I am  now getting to experience first-hand the reality of people not wanting to pay for the time and effort art and design require.  I haven’t yet been told, ‘but…this isn’t like real work…it’s fun for you, so you would be doing it anyway, right?’ but I expect it will happen at some point.

This past Sunday, rather than sitting around a table in nice clothes and answering questions about our lives while we stuffed ourselves with ham, I spent the day making Doctor Who cupcakes and then we drove out to Sewickley and watched the premiere of the new season at Jim’s house.

I have been watching some other things, too, some awesome and some unawesome.  Last week, in the mood for something procedural, I downloaded ER and put Ally McBeal on my instant queue.  ER I just…haven’t been able to care about.  The acting is okay, some of the stories are a little interesting but…nope.  Don’t care.  Ally McBeal, however, (which I added with the idea that it would basically be Grey’s Anatomy, but with lawyers) I do care about in that it annoys me immensely.  Within the first five minutes of the show, Ally tells us that she never had an interest in being a lawyer and only went to law school ’cause her ex-boyfriend did.  However, unlike either Felicity or Elle, rather than finding her own voice and deciding that she could take or leave the man but loved school, she apparently just kind of…went to school and continued to pine over the guy the whole time (except, I suppose, when she was having an affair with her married professor.)  She is a strict adherent to ‘The Game’ (i.e. He has to call, don’t act interested, ect.), but when after playing by ‘the rules’ and getting dumped by her new beau, she chases after him to find out why.  I expected a firm set down and a ‘you seemed nice, but then you were nothing but drama and games and crazy’ but no.  He explains that she is too much woman, too strong and ambitious and he will never measure up.  *eye roll*  I kept watching it for about half the first season, but I have, I think, given up.  I did re-watch the episode of Futurama where the Planet Express crew make a new episode of ‘Single Female Lawyer’, though, and it was, as always, enjoyable.

On the awesome side of things — Briggs and I finally broke down and started watching the ‘Game of Thrones’ miniseries.  I haven’t yet read the books (I know, fantasy geek fail) but I’m enjoying the heck out of the series.  Briggs HAS read the books and is also enjoying it, so I guess that a pretty decent job was done making it.

Annnddd…a couple days ago I discovered My Little Pony; Friendship is Magic.  As a little pony fan from back in the day, I already had a soft spot, and apparently the show won awards and stuff…plus they have a Gallifreyan pony with a messy brown mane and an hourglass cutie mark (yes…that’s what the things on their butts are called)that makes cameo appearances.  I tend to be hesitant about reboots, especially of things I loved as a kid, but overall, it is girlie and awesome and just…well…I blew through the whole season in a few days.  I really hope there is more forthcoming.

My next adventure is giving Stargate another shot.  I’m told it gets good right after where I left off, so…we’ll see.

Not a lot else new or awesome in my life right now, and I have a little freelance project I need to finish up, so, until next time, muchachos!

31
Mar

Now What?

I wrote these words on my kitchen calender followed by an arrow jetting off from the day after portfolio review intothe foreseeable future.  (Or at least, to the end of March and a few days of April, because that’s all the page showed.) I wrote them in a combination of jest and trepidation, a nod to my new freedom and a slight exorcism of the fear brought on by that lack of known purpose.

Today those words caught my eye.  Now what indeed?

Today marks a week from my portfolio review, and I find myself despondent.  A week since three and a half years paid off in a day of bustle and stress and hearing AiP students say the words to me that I had spoken to countless previous graduates at the portfolio reviews I had attended as an undergraduate.   I’m done.  That’s lovely.  I’m the proud owner of a ‘Best of Show’ trophy made of plastic and a heaping pile of student loans, and now spend my days sitting around the house, hoping to hear back from potential employers…a task that was rather enjoyable for a few days, but has certainly lost it’s glamor.

Of the employers that expressed interest in my work at portfolio review, I have heard back from one.  I will admit, the job she is offering seems interesting, but I would begin as a benefit-free contractor and she referred to the rather mid-range compensation I proposed as ‘the big bucks’ (that I would not be making yet)…and my employment is in no way guaranteed — my next step is to come in and do some ‘test’ illustration to see if I can work in the styles they want.  Which makes me sure I will choke.

The other emails I sent out have gone, as yet, unanswered.  To say nothing of the graphic design want ads I have been answering for upwards of a month.

During one of my early quarters, a teacher spoke of a former student who, to her frustration, hovered in the ‘C’ range.  Determined, she buckled down and re-worked previous projects, made multiple variations and did many times the work required of her.  At her portfolio review, an employer was so impressed with her work that he asked her to come to the city in which his company was located immediately, the following day.  When she waffled, he insisted, offering to pay moving expenses if she only were to come join his company right away.

During my time at The Art Institute, I worked hard (most of the time, at least.).  Partially due to inspiration from that story, partially due to my over-achiever nature, I regularly did two or three times the work required.  My teachers liked me, held me up as an example to my peers, kept my projects to show later classes ‘how it was done’, as they say.  I was in an honors class, I won scholarships, I was student of the quarter.

I admit, I there was a little part of me, in the back of my mind that kind of thought, maybe I would have a company so desperate to have my work that they would pay for me to move to their fair city.  Or that perhaps, I would have employers fighting over me, wooing me with bonuses and perks.

That I would get more than three solid expressions of interest, at least.

That more than one of those employers would get back to me.

Despite the fact that my scholastic performance was excellent, only one of the employers I spoke to was interested in my graphic design skills…and yes, I did focus on my illustration abilities, but that certainly isn’t all that I am capable of and I have been told that my graphic design skills are very good as well.  And it is exciting to have people interested in my illustration abilities, but I would have thought that at least a few people might have liked my graphic design work, my advertising work, my web design.  But despite teachers telling me that I’ll “do fine”, “have no problems getting a job”…I seem to be off to a lackluster start.

And perhaps it’s just the weather…the snow and cold that is hanging on at the very bitter end of March and killing my freshly bloomed daffodils that is making the future seem gloomy.  Maybe it is the hormones I accidentally threw out of whack, or the personal art project that I started today that isn’t going as well as I want it to — a dependable source of bad-moodiness.  Or being broke or being cooped up in the middle of nowhere all day or the weight gain a couple months of being couch-bound with homework resulted in that is bringing me down.  Maybe my long afternoon nap messed up my head.

I don’t know how to end this journal.  I feel sad today.

05
Jan

Fakey-spring

On New Year’s weekend, temperatures stayed well above freezing…the 31st of December boasting a clear, blue sky and temperatures in the high 50′s, and January 1st washing away all of December’s snow with an old-fashioned stay-inside rainy day.

We have, since then, suffered the occasional cold day, and even a frost-crusted car in the morning, but for the most part, the sky has remained clear or patchily cloudy, pouring vivid winter sunlight down on a now snow-free Pittsburgh area.

In short, it has felt like spring, almost since Christmas.

My boyfriend called me crazy, of course, but my neighbor, who shares a wavelength with me, completely concurred.  Her opinion was seconded by the pussy-willow tree beside my house that responded to my opinion with branches blushing a springtime red.

I know it is only the beginning of January, which means that WINTER is barely here, and that last year’s snowmageddon was in February and didn’t melt away until mid-march, but I feel the days getting longer and see sunshine warming the frosty ground, and while the rest of the country is suffering blizzards and two-foot drifts, my mind is tingling with the anticipation of blossoms and new growth.

*EDIT*

Case in point:  one day later, it is snowing again.

31
Dec

Long December

New Year’s Eve last year was rung in with a sick boyfriend and a broken TV.  The rest of the year continued in much the same vein, and from what I understand, this was somewhat of a global trend.  Something about 2010 seemed to be generally sucky, from giant oil spills and double servings of natural disasters on a large scale to hospitalizations, losses of jobs and places to live and loved ones on a more personal level.

My household didn’t suffer disasters as bad as those that many did…what employment existed, substandard though it may have been, persisted throughout the year.  Though I have been suffering from senioritis, and recurring anxiety problems that I have yet to learn to deal with, and despite our poverty and general failure to take care of ourselves properly, neither of us was hospitalized.  Overall, I did quite well in school, winning two scholarships, student of the quarter and having two pieces accepted into the student show, plus I got good grades, my teachers liked me and I got two internships.  It could have been worse.

But seriously, it COULD have been better.  In the last year:

  • Our house flooded
  • We had a snowpocalypse (which, yes, was kind of fun, but also a hugely inconvenient)
  • I probably fractured my kneecap
  • Our car broke down and stranded us in the middle of nowhere
  • Our car got reposessed (after months of struggling to get the title straightened out)
  • We had the most miserable hot humid summer since I have moved here
  • We had to deal with the Lenovo customer service people
  • I had an ass-hat for an optometrist
  • I turned 30
  • My cat tried to kill himself by eating ribbon because, apparently, cats CAN have pica and I think he DOES

I think there were one or two other issues as well, and all in all, I spent a lot of time wondering if I was under a gypsy curse.  I still haven’t received confirmation one way or the other on that, but considering the year a lot of other people had, it was probably just 2010.

And now it’s over.

Here’s hoping, in the words of Counting Crows, that this year will be better than the last.





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